time to create is few.
I'm trying not to get down about it and just do what I can. I have so much on my plate right now that I wonder how I'll ever get done. I am excited by my plentitude of ideas. I am however; a bit ovewhelmed by them I fear, because I sometimes feel stifled by it all and I am not working.
The little time I have to create is frittering away. I am allowing it to happen! What is wrong with me? I have a show in 36 days... I HAVE A SHOW IN 36 DAYS!
I have had several nights where I couldn't sleep and HAD to get up and sketch - for hours! It was thrilling! I was excited! I felt like I was bursting and I still do -- but it is like I am afraid to take the leap.
This happens to me and as much as I am aware of it I just let things get in the way anyway. I am my own obstacle.
Ok, I am going to stop writing and give myself an assignment, I'll be back with the result, hopefully soon ;)
